Sunday, May 24, 2009

Houston We Have A Small Issue

Well, here I am one week later with a more insights, magical moments and yes a burst in my bubble and its all good. Last Monday I met with my Oncologist Dr. D. that's when my bubble bursted regarding my 5 week plan (the one I came up with) quickly dissolved as the one year plan was presented to me. Lesson here is to honor each step of the process and yes I am learning patience. Again more information for me to digest on the entire process which including another set of steps even before my first chemo treatments. Lesson here honor each step of the process and yes I am learning patience. Dr. D. is one the best in his field which was quite evident as the conversation unfolded. At one point in the conversation he said Lisa have you seen the movie "What The Bleep" yes I have and it was/is a great movie. We discussed the cells and I said each one of our 10 billion cells holds Divine Intelligence he looked at me and said that is an interesting way to put it. Again with the steps in front of me I said OK lets focus and I set my intentions. This is where the magic continues all of my intentions I set for scans, chemo teaching, surgery for another biopsy fusion of Port and follow up appointments have manifested. I will be in chemo therapy for 6 months beginning the June 1st,2009. I have opted to participate in a clinical study why you might ask for the simple reason of if I can assist in bringing more light to the surface than so be it. The clinical study uses a more aggressive approach than in normal chemo treatment. One of the stipulation was my Her2needed to be negative and I was told by Spirit as walked into my house on Monday it was and then received confirmation from the Dr's. office on Friday I was negative hmmmm is there a bigger plan yes. So now that we have the linguistics out of the way I want to share more magic. Dr D. You Rock!

May 19th Tuesday as I was jamming to Tina Turner Live at The Amsterdam on my treadmill I received the rest of my painting which I had intended to sell at my next show in June. There before me was this beautiful template for healing, pink with rhodochrosite crushed into the painting and a silver spiral in the center.
This painting is only the beginning of the Journey into Wellness Foundation, which resonates at a higher vibration than cancer research study. All proceeds will go into funding alternative therapies as well as research and assistance. I was blown away as what I was being shown. Do I know all the steps no and that's OK I continue to be open.Products will be T-shirts, limited editions, greeting cards, magnets, tote bags and so much more.
Tina Turner is such an inspiration she truly rocks
Rhodochrosite healing properties balancing the lower chakras with the upper chakras expanding and uniting into the heart. When I was studying the electronic bodies I learned silver carries a very high frequency uniting white and black male and female yin and yang.

I also downloaded a highly energized healing bracelet for myself as well as for others who are on their own journey into wellness. You see how I am so supported in this process I feel so blessed and loved by all the support I have received and continue to receive in both worlds as I continue to bridge the gaps between Heaven and Earth. I choose to show up no matter how I am feeling and acknowledge myself as the Shining Star.


May 22nd Friday the RN at Memorial who is in charge of the complimentary healing therapies greeted me I felt something so familiar about her. As I sat down she pulled from her pocket a gold bag the ones I sell with my prayer meditation beads. OMG there in front on me was strength tears welled up and she said do you remember me. Now I do. We had met last year at the Woodland Park Holistic Fair I had a booth and she had brought my book as well the prayer beads which she carries with her everyday. How cool is this very cool and so magical. So after my composing myself I said can I get woo woo with you and she said please do. I shared with her my painting and vision I had as well as showing her my healing bracelet which by way has not left my wrist. Wow Lisa this is fantastic you are such an Angel.

I also had a moment a clarity about having the willingnes to begin this blog, and that was I do not have to continue to tell this story how cool is that. When people ask I now can say read my blog I choose to focus on shining my light, being with my friends and family and sharing all the really cool creations I'm bringing forth.

The metaphysical group I am involved with here in COS has been so very supportive thanks so much for all your love, light and healing I appreciate each and every one of you.

My sister Susan continues to be my confident in the medical world with her knowledge and her willingness I love you Susan. Yes, I did have a melt on the phone with her yesterday as we were discussing all these drugs and side effects. It is my intention with my vision that there will come a day when these drugs will be known only as how it use to be, and with the advanced technologies as well as the blending of eastern and western medicines no longer will it be appropriate for such drugs to be used. Call me naive yet there is this bigger picture I have seen and its really really cool.

So continue to see me as a Radiant Goddess
Check out my really cool Divine Inspirational Creations at or my ebook at
Smiles and Sunshine
P.S. My friend Marilyn who I have never met phyically yet we have shared so much with each other since 1999 has called me every day and her first words are Hi Lisa and her last words are I love you I'm sending you rainbows of Light and Love. Thanks Mariyln You Rock
Your Primal Nature CD by Caroline Myss
Rituals of Healing (using imagery for health and wellnes) by Jeanne Achterberg Ph.D Barbara Dossey, RN,MS,FAAN, Leslie Kolkmeir RN MEd
The Journey by Brandon Bays
Breast Cancer Specialists at Memorial Hospital

Saturday, May 16, 2009

My Journey with the Violet Flame Pac Man Action

October 2008 I noticed a small on growth/cyst on my breast so I got out my books on alternative healing Louise Hays was amongst them. I began working more with the Violet Flame of Transmutation, clearing cellular memory etc. and than went about my business not giving it any power. I did not have a family physician that's just not part of my life. Well, 2 1/2 months ago I looked in the mirror and said holy shit bat man whats going on. My very dear friend Valerie checked my breast who just happens to be an ER Nurse and my ex art framer said Lisa you need to get this checked out. OK so my first priority was finding a physician it all flowed like magic. My first apt. was on April 24th for a physical exam you know all that routine stuff blood work, as well as the typical women checkup since it had been years. Well I knew that all would come back free and clear and it did.

On may 7th 2009 I had a mama gram and ultra sound the red flags went up and the Dr. wanted to do a biospy right away. OK I said lets do it, he was and is the most compassionate Dr. that I have ever experienced in life. I asked for him to explain the entire procedure before I stepped outside. The biospy was performed 30 minutes later(after I was told it would be a 2 hour wait,the magic began)in 3 different places. The results would be back on Tuesday. That's when I got scared and spent the weekend in my backyard, which is so magical by the way. Made a few phone calls to my people and received more clarity on the bigger picture.

On May 13th my Mom and my sister Juliann came with me as well as many Light Beings, Angels and my Father yes, the room was a bit crowded with the Dr. and case manager. I told I had invasive lubular breast cancer which only 10% of women get and has a much better success rate of never returning and full recovery. So the shocked began sitting in as I tried to write in my journal, Bridget the case manager said Lisa you don't need to write any of this done because this 3 ring binder is for you. OK where do we go from here as I felt the love and the presence of everyone in that room including my Father. First we need to make and appointment with the surgeon and she will discuss the best route for you. OK lets make an appointment for tomorrow that nots possible. She called the fist surgeon and nothing was available until June 10th no that is not going to work. Bridget then put a call in to the other surgeon and it was busy, Lisa don't get your hopes up well I knew in my heart I would be seeing a surgeon the next day. Well, it just so happened that the surgeon had a cancellation and was able to see me the following morning at 9:30 how cool is that more magic flowing.

Walking into my my house with my mother at my side I said aint this bitch I have fricken cancer after all the work I have done what's wrong with this picture. Yes I was venting yes I was angry confused and very overwhelmed and in no mood for meditation stillness. I wanted to be in a different reality and not deal with it and that's exactly what I did that evening. Juliann and I had so much I got drunk and won 280.00 how cool is that(yes,I got the OK from Spirit to get wild for the night and I'm so glad I allowed myself)

May 14th Juliann and I met my surgeon and right from the beginning I trusted and felt very confident in her abilities to take care of me. We discussed the process I now have steps a plan wow this is cool. Since my lump is large chemotherapy is the best route and then surgery. OK lets start Chemo tomorrow I said, no that's not possible OK next week then maybe the Dr.replied. Well, I have an appointment on Monday with the Oncologist to discuss the best treatment for me. More magic flowing.
That afternoon I had coffee with my friend Valerie and a very good friend of hers just happens to specialize in hair treatments for chemotherapy patients. The both of them gifted me hair I cried what a gift more magic. I said to Valerie there is the possibility I may not loose my hair, that's true Lisa Valerie responded however; if you do now you will have hair and don't need to be concerned about standing in front of mirror one day with OMG now what am I going to do now. Valerie also found a really cool visualization for chemo patients that I intend to make into an audio this coming week.

May 15th I had chest rays and more blood work done that wasn't included in the first it flowed again the magic is present.
In the afternoon my sister Susan arrived from Scottsdale for the day before heading to Grand Junction Friday morning her son Travis graduated from College on Saturday.
What is so special about my sister Susan besides her unconditional love and support
is this: her background is in oncology radiology peds and she was involved with the group who invented the Port for chemo patients. So she has been able to review my 3 ring binder knows some of the Dr's. who will be taking care of me and even knows my surgeon, so is there peace in knowing all of this yes along with the
knowledge I have gained since Tuesday.

More magic continues to show up in every moment as Spirit is right there at my core giving me hits and let me tell you I am paying attention and feeeeelin it. The support and love has been incredible and I even hesitated when I got the hit to blog about this because that meant me putting myself out there telling you I had breast cancer. So here I am showing up and if just one person is inspired by my story walking away saying yes I can then I know it was well worth the ride. I have a feeling it will be very healing for me as well as I continue to show up sharing my the Violet Flame Pac Man Action.

My intentions are set I will get through this with flying colors yes many rainbows and shine in every moment no matter how I show up feeling. I have set the intention of be able to work out while in chemo treatments and perhaps even drive my myself to and from treatments. My main focus is allowing the magic to unfold in each and every moment there is a bigger picture here and yes some aspect of myself probably thought it was OK to manifest you know hey lets experience this and see how this feels and see how strong and connected you truly are. That is a layer one level of many that are happening right now. I do know the work I have done and my connection to Spirit the I that is I AM has paid off for I would not have the mind heart set I do. So I asked Spirit to take of all the physical stuff right down to my finances and I will solely focus on my healing and if that's means just being then so be it and you know what I heard "you will be taken of". So I may not be around much online networking etc. I am already getting hits from Spirit about that one. Just be and receive create beautiful creations that will come to you in this journey. I have already begun visualizing my future self and let me tell ya she rocks like never before.

I am very grateful that my Mom, and my sisters Christine, Juliann, and Paula live here in Colorado Springs as well as my dear friend Tom. I have made my apologies up front just in case one day I am flaming and I forget to say my code word which is Leave It. So for now my bases are covered.
I will keep you updated with the chemo and how I am shining and what I am creating.

How you can help:
See me as a Radiant Goddess shining in every moment
Send me love and healing Light
If you know my # give me a call
Send me an email
Laugh and enjoy yourself
Smile more often and really feel it when you do
Purchase any of my Divine Inspirational Creations, Visionary Art Paintings or my ebook visit either of my websites knowing your purchases will go into my journey fund
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I Love You All
Thanks for all your support and being in my life

Monday, May 11, 2009

The Month of May


May you expand in your Divinity
May you sing a song just for you
May you lift your heart up to the Heavens and realize your brilliance
May you seek only the good in life and have it reflect back to you the goodness in your heart
May love like never before the person who is needing it the most YOU
May you live each day in harmony embracing the I that is I AM
Your Divine Essence shining through in all of you
I Love You I Love You I Love You

Before going to bed on April 29th I was guided to get out my jounal and begin writing, as I wrote I was surrounded by the Angels and Light Beings emmersed in Divine Love. I was filled with this beautiful misting inside and all around in my living room. So I am passing it on to all of you to feel the love and to continue to be the shining Star you truly are.
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